Wednesday, December 21, 2016

Part of Me


Part of me will always return to you;


No matter how far I stray


Credit : Poem Porn

Tuesday, December 20, 2016

Dear R


If nothing else, I hope you know that I'm here for you.


Even though we want different things. Even though love wasn't enough.


When you call, I'll answer.


When you scream, I'll listen.


When you need, I'll give,


When it comes to you, I don't know how not to



Wednesday, November 23, 2016

You deserve better


No matter how you look at it, for you as a good woman,


There are no long - term benefit to this type of relationship. "Friends with benefits"


"Friends with benefits" is a creative way of him saying he thinks you're good enough to sleep with,


but not worthy of his loyalty and commitment.


In the end, what do you have : no commitment, no loyalty, no love, ..... nothing.


All the things that really matter to you, as a good woman, you don't get.


All you have is the instant physical gratification and when that's gone,


You're left with nothing.


You deserve better


Credit to : Mr Amari Soul




Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Believe in yourself


Believe in yourself. Focus on what you want. Think big. Set goals.


Do what excites you. Visualize positive outcomes.


Don't hate. Do everything with love.


Make time to relax. Enjoy life. Choose empowering beliefs.


Feed you mind and body good stuff. Meditate.


Be grateful for what you have. Be kind.


Don't compare yourself to others. Be honest.


Work hard. Work smart. Find your "why".


Invest in yourself. Practice positive self-talak.


Get your priorities straight.


Never give up.


Credit : Poemporn

Thursday, October 27, 2016

1 Year Lesson


This year taught me how to mend my own heart, how to pick myself back up, how to cope without people you thought would be in your life for a long time.

This year also taught me that nobody is really down for you, you gotta do shit yourself, nobody is gonna put you back on your own two feet other than yourself.

No matter what we did, its never good enough for them. They only understand for what they want to understand. Not for what they should try to understand. And the sadly thing is we still trying to understand them even its actually keep hurting us

Tuesday, October 25, 2016

Love you forever


I will love you forever.


You will move on and so will I.


The seasons will change and the days will pass.


But, although I do not hear your voice at the other end of the phone anymore,


And although your smile does not light up my world now, I will always love you.


Among the beautiful days spent with you, I loved you with everything I had,


And I cannot take it all back.


That fragile love is yours and although you don't knock on my door anymore,


I am sure of one thing : you will forever have my love


- Via breathless-writings

Thursday, October 20, 2016

With you, I want everything


I want to share my night with you.


We will play pillow fight until we get tired.


We will laugh all night long; we will have long sweet talks while my arms are entangled with you.


I want to have a cuddle with you.


I will kiss you slowly, embrace you tightly and we will enjoy the rest of the night.


I want to feel you gasping for air.


I want to feel that you are wanting for more.


I want to feel you breathing the same air that I breathe.


No sexual interaction, just intimate and romantic love connection.


I want to see you, lying next to me.


I want to see you sleeping and wanting for my warm embrace.


I want to wake up in the morning seeing you adorably naked face and gorgeous body next to me.


I will wake you up with a lovely kiss on your forehead and saying I love you in your ear.


I want this.


With you.


---- baekebyan

Monday, October 17, 2016

I told you I'd move on


I told you I'd move on,


I told you I'd let you go someday.


Honestly it was the hardest thing I've ever done but it was worth it.


For me, for my heart


You hurt me so bad.


You killed my trust, you changed me.


I knew I could be strong enough to let you go.


I knew it and I did it.


I can't explain how proud I am.


Because I'm the only one who knows how much you hurt me.


But here I am now, healing.


We may love the wrong person,


Cry for the wrong person,


But one things is sure, mistakes will help us find the right person someday


--- Unknown

Thursday, September 29, 2016

Dear girl who's waiting to hear back from him

Dear girl who's waiting to hear back from him,

Don't wait up any longer.

If he wanted to talk to you, he would have by now.


If he can post things on Snapchat and Instagram, he also could have texted you in between that,


But he didn't because he's not planning to.


Even after he comes back home from going out with his friends, all you're gonna see is him liking or commenting on another girl's status while your text remain unanswered.


But yet you're still waiting. Why? Why wait for a guy who isn't coming?


Why wait for a guy who told you "Fine, just go" when you told him you were leaving and he didn't fight for you to stay?


Why wait for a guy who doesn't know what he wants, but all of a sudden acts like he cares when he sees you talking to another guy?


Why wait for a guy who emotionally shuts you out completely every time you try to get your feelings across to him?


Why wait for a guy who would rather entertain all of these irrelevant girls than to pay attention to the one girl who should matter?


Why wait for a guy who didn't end up wanting you, and yet, you're the one who feels like you lost him?


Why are you doing this to yourself? He's out there living his life while you've been in bed waiting to hear from him, but instead you're watching him be happy while you're miserable?


If he can't see that you're the girl he should be putting his efforts into, then that;s his loss and that's your gain because you don't need a guy like him.


A guy like him isn't worth the wait.


So stop waiting, because you've been waiting for nothing and you've wasted enough time on him.


Stop letting him break your hear and more importantly, stop breaking your own heart



Sincerely,


A guy who cares



Words by : Tony 'Teddie' Nguyen

Friday, September 23, 2016

Start


They were lucky to have someone like you love them,


Care for them, and be there for them.


That is why they walked away,


Your heart was too kind to let go of someone who was in need of kindness.


You are the brave one for not giving up on being kind.


But it's time to let go.


It's time to give yourself the kindness you've been giving them.


You know you need it.


You know you deserve it.


Start.


Credited to : Najwa Zebian

Thursday, September 15, 2016

His bad girl


"You don't love him," he challenges, a small smirk appearing on his thin lips.


"Excuse me?"


"You can't,"


"He makes me happy," I retort. I cross my arms and stare defiantly up at him.


"Sure," He shrugs.


"I didn't say he didn't. But you don't love him. He didn't get under your skin the way I did,"


"That's a good thing."


"You keep lying to yourself. You say he makes you happy, but it's not the happiness that I made you feel. It's not the tingle in your fingers and the butterflies in your stomach. You like him cuz he's safe. He won't hurt you. He's smart and funny and kind, but he's oh so safe,"


"Safe is a good things," I nod at him firmly.


"Not for you. I can see it in your eyes. You want recklessness. You want fiery passion. You want danger. In fact, I think you need it. You thrive on it," He steps closer, breath warm on my face.


One hand slips gingerly around the small of my back and the other rests on my cheek. My breath catches in my throat. He leans down, lips just brushing my ear. My skin prickles with goosebumps, and a smile.


"See, I told you,"

-- Via Poem Porn

Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Hurt too much


Sometimes you can love somebody with all of your heart and at the same time - NOT want them back


Everything has a breaking point - hearts included.


And when it comes to broken hearts there's only so many times you can piece yourself back together before you realize you can't go through it any more


You continue to love them, despite all of their flaws and the pain they've caused you,


But you don't want them back because you realize deep down there's no such thing as back.


Not back in time to undo everything that was said and done.


And not back together again because you're not the same person anymore.


You've been hurt so many times now that you'd rather break your own heart missing them,


Than give them the opportunity to do it again


--- YOU'VE HURT ME TOO MUCH, Ranata Suzuki

Friday, August 26, 2016

It's okay


It's okay to cry. It's okay to slide down a wall in tears at three in the morning aching and screaming.


If you want to sit on your bedroom floor with your head buried in your knees,


Tears spilling out of your eyes and filling the room to your waist, do it.


It doesn't make you weak.


You could never be weak.


You're alive and that's the hardest thing to be.


I'm so proud of you.


Always.



- Unknown

About you


I always think of you before I fall asleep.


The words you said, the way you looked.


The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared.


And when I dream, I'll dream of you.


Because it's about you, it's always about you

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Keep learning


Sometimes you just need to cry and be sad.


You need to break down and be torn apart.


You need to learn how to pick yourself up and put yourself back together.


Sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first


-- Via thelovewhisperer

Friday, August 19, 2016

Memories


I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight,


Is because memories are the only things that don't change;


When everybody else does.

Thursday, August 18, 2016

My promise


I realize, that overall, you weren't worth it.


There were moments with you that made me really, really happy ;


But the majority of the time you shut me out.


That's why I swear I'll try and get over you.


We might have had something really great, but I guess we'll never know.


I'll never forget the good times I had with you,


But I'll also never forget how you hurt me more than anyone I have ever known

Monday, August 15, 2016

How do you love a broken-hearted girl

How do you love a broken - hearted girl?

Have a lot of patience. For she is lost, lost in track and in need of your guidance

She acts strong but she isn't. She is so fragile.

Why? People in the past damaged her, hurt and left her, and it made her hard and cold

If she needs time for her self, let her. Do not think she doesn't love you anymore.

She needs time for her self too.


Give love like there is no tomorrow, like every minute is the last minute.


Effort -- very important. Effort makes her feel that she is special and worthy of your time.


Forgiveness -- for she will surely make you cry.  Make your scream, make you want to give up, 

because of her attitude and mistakes; which she doesn't mean at all. 

Still forgive her. She doesn't know what she is doing.


Lastly, stay. Stay no matter how hard the situation is.

No matter how messy things get.

You will overcome it. Just stay

Don't be like those people who left her before. Stay. she needs you, she just acts like she doesn't

Step by Step


Some times you need to take a step backwards before you move forward again,


Let your body rest and your mind heal.


Let the wounds mend, and time pass.


Only you know when you are ready to begin again


- Remnant-thoughts

Be Careful


Be careful who you get close to,


Because when you do get close, you start to grow together.


You start to mix thoughts, ideas and actions.


Like how two plants growing next to each other have tangled roots.


It can be the most enriching thing or the hardest thing to take part.

Friday, August 12, 2016

I Want To....



I wanted to talk about it


Damn it


I wanted to scream


I wanted to yell


I wanted to shout about it


But all I could do was whisper,


"I'm fine".


- oxytoxics

My Bridge



You know how when you're in a car and it's pouring down rain,


You go under a bridge and everything stops.


Everything goes silent and it's almost peaceful.


Then you finally get from under the bridge,


And everything hits you a little harder than before.



You were my bridge

- Via written-on-polaroids

Just Friends



We were just friends,


That spoke like lovers,


And that seemed to be enough for,


Two teenagers who were scared,


To love one another

Friday, July 22, 2016

The worst feeling



The worst feeling is pretending you don't care about something,


when it's all you seem to think about


- 11:07.a.m.

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Move on and Forgive yourself



Have you ever loved somebody so much that it made you cry?


It may hurt to let go, but sometimes it hurts more to hold on,


But I'm sorry, this time I won't care anymore


I will forgive myself, and move on


I just want to be happy


- Heartbroken girl

Monday, June 27, 2016

For Her



For her, somethings are not options:


She loves hard.


Laugh harder,


And devotes her life to others because that's just who she is.


- Sylvester Monutt

Tuesday, June 14, 2016

Cry and Anger


It's better to cry than to be angry because anger hurts others,


While tears flow through the soul and cleanse the heart.

Friday, June 3, 2016

Strong Woman


A strong woman makes time to help others.


It doesn't matter if she's going through a tough time,


She finds a way to be there.


Cheeerrrss...!



Thursday, June 2, 2016

I hope


I hope you remember me.


I hope you see something that reminds you of me.


And I hope you smile and remember the memories we created together.


And I hope your throat tightens up and it finally hit you.


You never should have let me go.


---- But you did anyways

Monday, May 23, 2016

You’ll Remember Me As The Girl Who Loved Too Much


When you left, I blamed myself that I didn't make you change your mind.
I felt bad because I was not the "game changer" or the girl who made you better

But as time went by, I realized something :
It's not my fault. None of it was my fault.

Why did I blame myself, when in reality I loved someone so much. I forgot that I was special too.
Why did I cry over someone who gave up on me, when really it's not my loss that he no longer has the girl who loved him far too much.

Right now, I know you won't mind that I am gone, but one day, maybe after 10 years, you will look back and think of all the girls that you have loved and have loved you and you will remember me as the girl who loved too much.

But by then, I'll be long gone.

I was the girl who did things she never thought she would out of love just to see you smile, just to see you happy.
I was a girl who was full of surprises, the girl who was always there for you, the girl who was willing to accept you for who you are through the good side and the bad side. The girl who got tired of you but never though of giving up. But you did.

You treated my love for you like a poison, like a rope that was strangling you. And I still don't understand how loving someone so much can poison a person.

How was leaving greater than the love you have for me? How is it that you only saw my love for you like that?
But then I remember it's not my loss that I loved you more. And in ten years, will it even matter to me? One day, I will be glad that you left because it has given me someone who is content with my love, thankful for my love and loves me, too.

Someone who won't make me feel like I am not enough because I am enough, you just didn't see that.

Someone who will teach me how I can love someone still, but even more importantly, love myself.

Someone who will finally put me first.

Something greater and better is coming. I don't have to rush and find that person immediately like you did. I'm picking up the pieces that you broke.

The girl who loved too much was left, but now she's healing. And she will be reborn.

Credited : Kylie Chua

Monday, May 16, 2016

You



The next time you see me on the streets,


You will see a speck of sunshine behind the smile on my face.


You will wave to me, and I will wave back, only to settle down together for a cup of mocha.


Then you will see some old cracks. some old scars from forgotten battles.


But you will also see, they are fully healed.


You can hear some old memories dragging themselves around in my head.


But you will no longer see sadness and weariness in my eyes.


And you will ask, "What changed you?"


With a smile, I will answer, "You".


- Lukas W. // New love on the street

Tuesday, May 10, 2016

That Girl


She's the girl that believes, what comes around goes around



The one that hopes for a better day.


The one that won't give up on you.


She's the girl that's unlike the rest.


The one that looks so damn strong, but feels so weak.


She's the girl that picks herself up every time she falls.


Via : Poem Porn

Thursday, May 5, 2016

Memories

There will be days when your memories come knocking,

Even gravity won't keep your tears down,

Even the planets will spin a little more with a little more sadness,

And even I will feel your pain through your silence.

There will be days when no one will answer your calls, by don't worry,

I'm only one call away.

Even if the lovers all fail to exceed your expectations,

And if your best friends are all busy and if family doesn't respond,

You will have a poet.

There will be nights, when you've surrendered to your fears and the poems come crawling back into your veins and bruised knuckles.

There will be Decembers that kill us more than they've done in the past.

And I'll be there. I''ll breathe with you. I'll cry with you.

because there will be days when it'll be okay and we'll be fine and we won't have to fake a smile and we won't have to believe in anything because it's real.

There will be days and there will be nights,

But no matter how many days come between your sorrows and your happiness

I'll be here.

Because even on those days, it's just another chance to be a little bit more just for you

Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Fall in Love

Fall in love with someone who chooses you just as confidently as you choose them. Commit to the person who lifts you up whenever things get rough, the person who fights to make things work when the reality of life gets difficult and discouraging.


Fall in love with someone who sees the wars within you and not only chooses to stay, but chooses to stand by your side and help you fight them. Strive to find someone who cradles your dark, who embraces your light, someone who always wants to be your best when you yourself are not your best; someone who reminds you of every strong thing you are whenever you feel feeble.

Fall in love with someone who does not make you feel like you are hard to love. Give your heart to someone who does not call you weak for feeling so deeply, someone who adores the soft creature you are, and who fights to protect it in a hardened world.

Fall in love with some who challenges you, who inspires you to think and feel. Fall in love with someone who ignites a wildness within you; someone who grows your mind just as much as they grow your heart

Fall in love with someone who respects you for changing because they understand that it means you're growing. Dedicate yourself to the person who stands in awe of how you bloom, how you flourish; someone who loves you not only for who you are but for who you have the potential to be.

Please, do not ever settle for less. Keep waiting. Keep learning about yourself, keep trying and and fighting for the heart within your chest. Keep growing and nourishing your wants, keep discovering your needs. When the time is right, you are going to fall in love with someone who will appreciate everything you stand for, who will compliment you in ways you never imagined. When the time is right, the love you have always been worthy of will flower withing your life, and you will finally, finally understand why you had to wait so long......

Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Cost of Love


They say, 'Love doesn't cost a thing,'

But I disagree because falling in love with the wrong person could cos you everything.

For those of you who are been in relationship where,

When you finally walked away, you were physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted; to the point where you felt like you were literally starting your life all over again, you know exactly what I mean.

For those of you who haven't experienced this feeling, when you're out there deciding who you will and who you won't give your time and ultimately your love to, just remember, your love isn't free.

If you decide wrong, it could cost you everything


Credit to : Mr Amari Soul

Thursday, March 24, 2016

Soul Mate



A soul mate is a, well it’s like a best friend, but more. 



It’s the one person in the whole world that knows you better than you know yourself. .



It’s someone who makes you a better person. 



Well, actually, they don’t make you a better person. 



You do that yourself, because they inspire you. 



A soul mate is someone who you carry with you forever. 



It is the one person who knew you but yet, still accepted you & believed in you, before anyone else did, or when no one else would. 



And no matter what happens, you’ll always love them.



Via : PoemPorn

Monday, March 21, 2016

Love Yourself



Kid, you’ve got to love yourself. 



You’ve got wake up at four in the morning, brew black coffee, and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn. 



You’ve got to sit next to the man at the train station who’s reading your favorite book and start a conversation. 



You’ve got to come home after a bad day and burn your skin from a shower. 



Then you’ve got to wash all your sheets until they smell of lemon detergent you bought for four dollars at the local grocery store. 



You’ve got to stop taking everything so goddam personally. 



You are not the moon kissing the black sky. 



You’ve got to compliment someones crooked brows at an art fair and tell them that their eyes remind you of green swimming pools in mid July. 



You’ve got to stop letting yourself get upset about things that won’t matter in two years.



Sleep in on Saturday mornings and wake yourself up early on Sunday. 



You’ve got to stop worrying about what you’re going to tell him when he finds out. 



You’ve got to stop over thinking why he stopped caring about you over six months ago.



You’ve got to stop asking everyone for their opinions. 



Fuck it. 



Love yourself, kiddo. 



You’ve got to love yourself.



Via : Poemporn_IG

Friday, March 18, 2016

Sensitive People



Sensitive people are the most genuine and honest people you will ever meet.


There is nothing they won't tell you about themselves if they trust your kindness


However, the moment you betray them, reject them or devalue them,


They become the worst type of person.


Unfortunately, they end up hurting themselves in the long run


They don't want to hurt other people


It against their very nature.


They want to make amends and undo the wrong they did.


Their life is a wave of highs and lows.


They live with guilt and constant pain over unresolved situations and misunderstandings.


They are tortured souls that are not able to live with hatred or being hated


This type of person needs the most love anyone can give them because their soul has been constantly bruised by others


However, despite the tragedy of what they have to go through in life, they remain the most compassionate people worth knowing.


And the ones that often become activists for the broken - hearted, forgotten and the misunderstood


--- Shannon L/Alder


P/S: Well, this explain a lot about me.

Thursday, March 17, 2016

Life Lesson



Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, 



To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. 



You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, co-worker longest friend, lover, or even a complete stranger),



But when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way



Via : Poemporn

Learn to Suffer



You have learned to suffer silently.




The words ‘I’m fine’ tumble from your mouth sounding more like ‘I’m sorry’ 



And the smile on your face says that you’re trying to convince everyone else that you’re okay but your heart and mind beg to differ.




You try to make happiness out of pain, if not for yourself then for the ones who come across you and it doesn’t help that no one has ever told you that it’s okay to hurt; 



No one has ever told you that it’s okay to talk about the darkness in your head; no one has ever told you that it’s okay to make room for yourself, 



So you go on being quiet because that’s what’s always made sense but let me be the first to tell you that you matter.




I know that sometimes your heart feels less like an organ and more like an reckless beast deserving of a cage stronger than your ribs but I’m telling you, you matter.




You were not made to destroy yourself for others.”



—Maxwell Diawuoh, Once A Day