Hurt too much

Sometimes you can love somebody with all of your heart and at the same time - NOT want them back


Everything has a breaking point - hearts included.


And when it comes to broken hearts there's only so many times you can piece yourself back together before you realize you can't go through it any more


You continue to love them, despite all of their flaws and the pain they've caused you,


But you don't want them back because you realize deep down there's no such thing as back.


Not back in time to undo everything that was said and done.


And not back together again because you're not the same person anymore.


You've been hurt so many times now that you'd rather break your own heart missing them,


Than give them the opportunity to do it again


--- YOU'VE HURT ME TOO MUCH, Ranata Suzuki