I thought ...

I thought.


I thought I'm over him,


But sometimes I still collapse and feel like I'm stuck in a cage of all the words he told me, a construct of lies.


I thought I was over him but sometimes my heart stops for a short moment,


Because a stranger looks like him just for a second.


I thought I'm over him but when I think about someone else touching my lips I get sick in my stomach.


I thought I'm over him, but while writing or reading poems they're all about him.


I thought I'm over him but I just can't forget.

~~~ Anonymous .

P/S : I really fucking wish to have amnesia right now. So I can forget everything which related to him