Sunday, October 4, 2015

Life is full of suprise

I never thought.


Never thought, from someone become your lover previously still can be your friend.


Why I am saying that?


Yeah. He came back to me. My ex.


We was broke up before this. 


He came to me, and give some motivation to me.


Seriously. I never thought about that.


Your ex love became your friend now.


How ironic the life is?


Weird indeed. Isn't?

Medicine of heart

I need a shot.


What shot?


Shot of medicine


What medicine?


Medicine of forgetting.


Forgetting? Forget of what?


To forget someone. Someone I love and still love till now.


Hmmmm..?


How i wish.


Wish for?


Wish to undone for everything.


*heartbroken*



Love vs Friendship

Which one is you?


Me?


Love friendship.


Yes. I love. In love with my friendship.


Deal with it. 


*Smiling face*


Learn to forget

Yeah. Indeed. Its too hard for me.


So much. Its so hurting me. A lot indeed.


But what I am supposed to do. I am just a stupid girl who trying to hold. The precious moment, so that its will stay forever with me.


Why? I am keeping asking the same damn question to myself. Why? Why Leya? Why you let this thing happened?


I am getting tired. Is it the time now, Leya?


I am asking again. That question. Am I ready to say that?


Say what?


"Enough is enough, Leya"


Breakdown. Mental breakdown.


Pain, pain....


Please. Please go away.


Friday, October 2, 2015

Upset Feeling ~~~ Go go away


I'm upset. But then, I am still smiling like nothing happened to me.



Keep smiling, Leya



And stay strong. You will find your own happiness if you keep patient.



You not an asshole. Hahaha!