Thursday, September 29, 2016

Dear girl who's waiting to hear back from him

Dear girl who's waiting to hear back from him,

Don't wait up any longer.

If he wanted to talk to you, he would have by now.


If he can post things on Snapchat and Instagram, he also could have texted you in between that,


But he didn't because he's not planning to.


Even after he comes back home from going out with his friends, all you're gonna see is him liking or commenting on another girl's status while your text remain unanswered.


But yet you're still waiting. Why? Why wait for a guy who isn't coming?


Why wait for a guy who told you "Fine, just go" when you told him you were leaving and he didn't fight for you to stay?


Why wait for a guy who doesn't know what he wants, but all of a sudden acts like he cares when he sees you talking to another guy?


Why wait for a guy who emotionally shuts you out completely every time you try to get your feelings across to him?


Why wait for a guy who would rather entertain all of these irrelevant girls than to pay attention to the one girl who should matter?


Why wait for a guy who didn't end up wanting you, and yet, you're the one who feels like you lost him?


Why are you doing this to yourself? He's out there living his life while you've been in bed waiting to hear from him, but instead you're watching him be happy while you're miserable?


If he can't see that you're the girl he should be putting his efforts into, then that;s his loss and that's your gain because you don't need a guy like him.


A guy like him isn't worth the wait.


So stop waiting, because you've been waiting for nothing and you've wasted enough time on him.


Stop letting him break your hear and more importantly, stop breaking your own heart



Sincerely,


A guy who cares



Words by : Tony 'Teddie' Nguyen

Friday, September 23, 2016

Start


They were lucky to have someone like you love them,


Care for them, and be there for them.


That is why they walked away,


Your heart was too kind to let go of someone who was in need of kindness.


You are the brave one for not giving up on being kind.


But it's time to let go.


It's time to give yourself the kindness you've been giving them.


You know you need it.


You know you deserve it.


Start.


Credited to : Najwa Zebian

Thursday, September 15, 2016

His bad girl


"You don't love him," he challenges, a small smirk appearing on his thin lips.


"Excuse me?"


"You can't,"


"He makes me happy," I retort. I cross my arms and stare defiantly up at him.


"Sure," He shrugs.


"I didn't say he didn't. But you don't love him. He didn't get under your skin the way I did,"


"That's a good thing."


"You keep lying to yourself. You say he makes you happy, but it's not the happiness that I made you feel. It's not the tingle in your fingers and the butterflies in your stomach. You like him cuz he's safe. He won't hurt you. He's smart and funny and kind, but he's oh so safe,"


"Safe is a good things," I nod at him firmly.


"Not for you. I can see it in your eyes. You want recklessness. You want fiery passion. You want danger. In fact, I think you need it. You thrive on it," He steps closer, breath warm on my face.


One hand slips gingerly around the small of my back and the other rests on my cheek. My breath catches in my throat. He leans down, lips just brushing my ear. My skin prickles with goosebumps, and a smile.


"See, I told you,"

-- Via Poem Porn

Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Hurt too much


Sometimes you can love somebody with all of your heart and at the same time - NOT want them back


Everything has a breaking point - hearts included.


And when it comes to broken hearts there's only so many times you can piece yourself back together before you realize you can't go through it any more


You continue to love them, despite all of their flaws and the pain they've caused you,


But you don't want them back because you realize deep down there's no such thing as back.


Not back in time to undo everything that was said and done.


And not back together again because you're not the same person anymore.


You've been hurt so many times now that you'd rather break your own heart missing them,


Than give them the opportunity to do it again


--- YOU'VE HURT ME TOO MUCH, Ranata Suzuki