1 Year Lesson

This year taught me how to mend my own heart, how to pick myself back up, how to cope without people you thought would be in your life for a long time.

This year also taught me that nobody is really down for you, you gotta do shit yourself, nobody is gonna put you back on your own two feet other than yourself.

No matter what we did, its never good enough for them. They only understand for what they want to understand. Not for what they should try to understand. And the sadly thing is we still trying to understand them even its actually keep hurting us

Love you forever

I will love you forever.


You will move on and so will I.


The seasons will change and the days will pass.


But, although I do not hear your voice at the other end of the phone anymore,


And although your smile does not light up my world now, I will always love you.


Among the beautiful days spent with you, I loved you with everything I had,


And I cannot take it all back.


That fragile love is yours and although you don't knock on my door anymore,


I am sure of one thing : you will forever have my love


- Via breathless-writings

With you, I want everything

I want to share my night with you.


We will play pillow fight until we get tired.


We will laugh all night long; we will have long sweet talks while my arms are entangled with you.


I want to have a cuddle with you.


I will kiss you slowly, embrace you tightly and we will enjoy the rest of the night.


I want to feel you gasping for air.


I want to feel that you are wanting for more.


I want to feel you breathing the same air that I breathe.


No sexual interaction, just intimate and romantic love connection.


I want to see you, lying next to me.


I want to see you sleeping and wanting for my warm embrace.


I want to wake up in the morning seeing you adorably naked face and gorgeous body next to me.


I will wake you up with a lovely kiss on your forehead and saying I love you in your ear.


I want this.


With you.


---- baekebyan

I told you I'd move on

I told you I'd move on,


I told you I'd let you go someday.


Honestly it was the hardest thing I've ever done but it was worth it.


For me, for my heart


You hurt me so bad.


You killed my trust, you changed me.


I knew I could be strong enough to let you go.


I knew it and I did it.


I can't explain how proud I am.


Because I'm the only one who knows how much you hurt me.


But here I am now, healing.


We may love the wrong person,


Cry for the wrong person,


But one things is sure, mistakes will help us find the right person someday


--- Unknown