I feel Numb

I don’t want to be the person who isn’t listening when someone talks;


Instead, thinking about your eyes, your hair, your lips, your voice.


But I can’t help it.


You can’t tell yourself not to think about someone — that’s just asking to think about them even more.


It’s like riding a wave, I guess.


I have to wait for this love to crest and fall


And then I’ll finally be able to function knowing you’re so far away from me, with no end in sight.


— Karen Noble

Fall in love or not fall in

If you're going to fall in love with me,


Don't fall in love with my Sunday best.


Don't fall in love with the way I look after spending hours getting ready


Or my fakest smile or freshly done hair.


Fall in love with my body, the way it widens quite a lot around my hips


And how I will never have that perfect figure and how I honestly don't really care.


Fall in love with my impatience, my jealous moods and the times that I don't feel anything at all


And fall in love with how sometimes I act like a child whilst other times I can be the most mature.



Fall in love with my scars, my marks and all the things that makes me far less than perfect


And fall in love with every parts of me, both good and bad,


And especially will all that I consider a flaw.


Fall in love with me as a whole or don't fall in love with me at all.

Love for Friend

Yes, it hard. It hard for me to forget him.


I am difficult to leave him.


What should I do now?

True love

Be with someone who gives you butterflies,


Whether you have been together 10 days or your 10 years.


Someone who says you're beautiful when you have bags under your eyes,


And wipes your eyes when they fill with tears.


Someone who loves you even when you make things difficult for them.


Someone who loves the sound of your voice and asks you to tell your stories over and over again.


Someone who just wants to lay with you in bed and not just want your body,


Be with someone who loves you more than anybody.

Cameron Highland ~ Short Getaway

My short getaway.

29.01.2016

At Bharat Group Tea Farm

Started to move about 8 in the morning. By 10 in the morning, we (me and my friend) has arrived at Rest&Relax area (Gunung Semanggol) to take for breakfast. For breakfast, we took heavy meal which was Nasi Ayam (Chicken Rice) with extra chicken. Damn nice. I forgot to snap to picture haha. 

After we done with the breakfast, we started to move. Long journey indeed. Since we came from North, so I took Simpang Pulai to access Cameron Highland. Pretty far by the way. We had arrived at Century Pines Resort about 12.30pm. Since the check in time was at 2.30pm, we decided to go nearby shop. My friend, Nana need to buy some toiletries. And also we want to grab some food. Hahaha again food.

By the time 2.30pm, we went to hotel and check in. Took some sweet time and proceed to our sight seeing. The first place, we went Lavender Garden. The admission fee was RM8. Pretty cool there. And the flower so damn pretty. At there you can also self plucking the flowers and also strawberries. I had also grabbed the chances to drink hot chocolate strawberry whereby Nana grabbed for strawberry smoothies. Sweet and delicious. The place was so big. You can also get some sourvenier if you want.

I had bought strawberry chocolate. Yummy. 3 sticks for RM5. I think the price was fine for me thou. After awhile being there, we started to move to Rose Garden. The Rose Garden just nearby with Pasar Malam (Night Market). The Rose Garden @ Kea Farm, is a nice place and full of flowers. You can take a picture there. No admission fee by the way.

At night market, you can also there are a lot of stalls who sell vegetables, foods, fruits and so on. Don't forget to try on Fried Brocolli. My favorite all the time! They also got fried mushroom and fried spinach. Better go and taste it. At Cameron Highlands, all the shops or stalls will close early. They will close about by 6pm so you need to plan where to go.

For dinner, we just grab food at Marry Brown, before heading to hotel and rest. We didn't go anywhere at night cause all shop had closed. We just spent the time at hotel. We was stayed at Century Pines Resort. And it's kinda cool place.


Next day on 30/01/2016, we had our breakfast at hotel then checked out. We went to Bharat Group's Tea Farm and having last moment there. We was went down about 2pm and was arrived at Kuala Sepetang, Taiping. Mee Udang Mak Jah!! Yeahh. Prawn mee. How I wanted to taste it long time ago. Thanks to Nana, I can taste it now. The taste was so fantastic and delicious